I'm starting fresh and starting new. I can't believe the end is in plain view. A Happy dance puts my heart at ease. What took so long? The promise was such a tease. I'm so glad this chapter in my life is closing and I can finally start a new one. This process has been drug out for so long and I am so excited that I am finally done! Done and Done.
Now onward to cleaning out the closet and throwing away all the nonsense. What once made me happy means nothing any longer, but I will always have the awesome memories of that one time I paid lots of money to have awesome food and an incredible dance party! Love it!
I'm so grateful to all the people (friends and family and friends that are practically family) who have just been there for me through this entire mess. I cannot even begin to explain all the necessary nights of laughter, or wine, or relaxation, or family time that just held me together.
Every post that has occurred on here has been full of changes that have been taking place in my life over the last 18 months or so... and there are still more to come. I never knew that so much could happen in one person's life in such a short period of time, but by golly... if it's going to happen to anyone, it's going to happen to me. LOL.
I know God never gives you more than you can handle because there is nothing you cannot handle without him. I just feel refreshed and rejuvenated. I want to finish my book, publish my poetry, buy a guitar, write a song, finish school, get a teaching job, see these awesome Mission Students grow before my eyes, and really just enjoy every ounce of life that I have to live.
This Saturday I have a bout of relaxation that I am excited to partake in. I also am excited for an upcoming trip in November!! Cannot wait! And just this Christmas which will be awesome and I think I am actually excited to decorate or buy a Charlie Brown tree or something... lol.
Something borrowed - crock pot
Something blue - vacuum
Something old - situation
Something new - life!
I am so glad that I am finally able to officially move forward and just look toward the future instead of being kept dwelling in the past! I am leaving it all behind... and just keeping my eyes set forward... I cannot wait to see what God has in store for me next!